I want to disappear but not die, because dying is painful. I just want to disappear and stop existing in the universe, or not be re-born again as anything.

If my parents passed away I’d most likely be homeless. And I’d probably unalive myself then. I’d rather be d3ad than homeless.

Many times i feel like i just want to kill myself. Because tbh it feels like there is Nothing to look forward to. But i won’t do it because then i would leave my cat, bf and brother alone. And i don’t want them to deal with this. So everyday...

I still live with my parents 33 because I can’t find a good job and it’s so expensive to live out here. Can’t drive a car due to my disability.

All my friends are moving out of state because it’s too expensive to live here. I can’t be mad at them but I still feel abandoned.

I wish I had someone to take this pain away

I’ve never wanted anyone dead so badly.

I feel like I’m a pain to everybody. It’s my fault. It always is. My mental health is so fucked that I lie without realizing it. I wish I was never born. Pills don’t work. 5 suicidal attempts and I f*** that up too. Everyone pretends to like me. They...

Losing ground fast…I fear the end is coming

Another restless sad painfully deeply lonely cold night

I can’t imagine I’ll ever stop wanting you

I think about killing myself all the time. How peaceful death would be

I feel betrayed by everyone around me nowadays. Even if it’s the small things…and it might not matter to others or bothering but it is to me. But I feel like people won’t understand me, make fun of my feelings or dismiss it completely by calling me dumb.

I’m afraid to voice my thoughts even here because I fear punishment for daring to be selfish. Honestly I’m just tired. Very tired.

I feel so incapable of being loved. I feel love for myself at such a high level but deep down I feel like it will never be enough to be loved at the depths I give. I often find myself literally screaming on the inside wishing for someone to just...

All these drugs don’t help, they only make it hurt worse

two shy people trying to connect and they never get over those boundaries. Heartbreaking.

I want so much more from you and sadly I know its never going to happen. Yet I try

Its never who you want it to be.

my parents are giving me diabetes. i don’t have it right now, but i found out the other day that if i don’t change my life right now i will get it. my family feeds me mostly unhealthy food. we have fruit and veggies, but the ratio to healthy is...

I’m tired of not being happy. So tired

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I shut the door on us hoping you would try to tear it down. You didn’t. Screaming I hate you in a fit of resentment over the love you never offered, I fled like a startled child, my father’s pantleg shielding me from the snarling monster of your...

Still entertaining thoughts of ending my life. I visualize taking a dive off the balcony frequently.

Uh oh. Here come the sads.

Getting up everyday has become a real struggle this month.

O vos omnes qui ambulant in viis — attendite et vidite si es dolor sicut dolor meus.

I wish this to be the last time that I m*********

Could you hold my head? I really need a hug and a b*******. Thanks.

Omzumda işlemediğim günahlar
Sözlerim de riya var
Kederim de bir aşk
Görüyor mu?
Belki de yanlıştı doğrularım
Aşkını, sevgini sorguladım
Yolların kapalıydı zorlamadım
Öldürdüm çiçeğimi, yaşatamadım
Duyamadım, gidişin sessizdi
Bilemem ki ben yarın
Sessizce döner misin?
Sanmam ki
...

I had my physics exams yesterday which i was sure that it went pretty well but later when i checked answers most of them turned out to be wrong and i told wrong answers to one of friends and now because of me he’s gonna score low and the guilt...

I saw my crush naked and wet myself and she told me I’m gross and walked away now am sad 🙁

I feel totally and completely empty, I have no passions, no future. I’m a broken autistic mess with a family who doesn’t care. I don’t know what’s real and what’s not anymore, and the worst part is that I’ve totally given up and I don’t care enough to try to...

(this was in summer) A while ago I had this “friend” he was older then me by a couple of years. At the time I had just turned 10. I was trying to help him through his “pain” which I now realize was him just trying to manipulate me into...

You’re one of my “best-est” friends. You still are. I’m still so hurt by your reluctance to be honest and communicate openly. -J

My nephew is staying at my moms with us and he keeps sneaking in my room at night to play my game system and I started sleeping naked so he’d walk in and see me naked and see how he’d react because one night I had a b**** when he...

I’m chilly, my room is freezing, the blankets aren’t warm enough. I’m cold.

My depression is killing me. Its killing my relationship and all i want to do is to go to sleep and never wake up. Even when im with her im unhappy im jealous of her friends and i hate myself for it. Im just the worst type of scum

Trying to keep my head up and put on a somewhat good/acceptable face to the world but ive been very very very sad inside for a very long time. And I dont see how its going to be reversed at this point. Ive felt so hopeless alot of times in...

My mom always says she’s my biggest supporter, yet she’s also my biggest critic.

What I wish I could say:

I am sorry. Please forgive me. I don’t want to lose you forever. I understand. I am sorry. Please please please.

I’ll be good. We can just do it simple. I don’t need you to understand and I am sorry for trying to repeatedly...