i want to kiss boys as a boy but i’m a girl and it f****** s****

I can only give you distance such as you are to me. I could help in any other way. ❤️

I’m so deeply in love with you. You invade my thoughts every moment of the day. You don’t even know it but you’ve become everything to me. I wish I could have you…

I want to run away from everyone. I’m crippled by the pain in my heart.

I have PTSD from bullying. I can tell you what people are like. Online they act all noble and outraged that bullying happens, but IRL they won’t get involved. They watch you when you’re bullied by others, and they sometimes even confront you and tell you that you shouldn’t “stand...

I have no motivation, I don’t want to talk, I don’t want to do anything at all. I have given away all pieces of myself. I gave you the last piece of my heart because I trusted you and you trampled all over me.

I lie about being happy. I’ve been sad for as long as I can remember. It started at about the age of 5. It hurts to know that I’ll probably never be happy. Maybe I don’t deserve to be happy. I plan to kill myself anyways, so I suppose it...

I don’t think my friend actually respects my gender

I love my friend with all of my heart, she was the first person I really came out as ace aro to and she accepted me unflinchingly, the same way I accepted her the whole way through her questioning being trans...

I love you. wish you knew that.

I have an eating disorder that my mom gets angry about to be honest i don’t think she’s fully aware of it. Every time i decide to not eat she starts yelling s*** like “who told you to go on a f****** diet” “who you trying to look skinny for”...

a last year i was raped and i havent told anyone, and for some reason i cant explain i started cutting myself and im afrid i might kill myself soon

I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT Im so f****** stupid I KNEW HE LIKED MY BEST FRIEND THE WHOLE TIME AND I KEPT LIVING IN MY DELUSIONS FOR OVER A YEAR!!! I THOUGHT THAT THE BOY WHO WOULD SIT AT MY TABLE FOR F****** ENGLISH ANSWERS WOULD...

I really really miss you, N. Please come back. I know you liked me and I don’t care, I don’t need space, I don’t need time, I need you to come back. In truth, I have things I wish I had told you before you stopped talking to me, and...

I ache for attention , for respect, validation. I honestly have no idea why. I wish I was successful. I wish to be pretty. I wish to impress others . I wish I was loved . but truth is. Im not .

I hate you when youre breathing. I hate your stare and I could tell you hate me back. I don’t know what i did to deserve you. To deserve the constant put downs, the demeaning comments. You’re a psychopath for getting overly angry at the little things. You don;t even...

I’m not ready to let go yet. I probably should’ve last year. But I need to keep trying

A coworker has been s******* harassing me. Cornering me when I am alone and putting his hands on me while whispering things to me.
I told my boss months ago and his response was “I haven’t noticed that” and he didn’t do anything. I told another manager and he...

im starving myself to be with you, its not f****** working. haven’t eaten in 3 days, guess i have to try harder.

Secrets of a trans girl

i remember march 17th the day i met you, if only i knew.

The truth!
Okay, so when I was a child I was only interested in one thing from girls in my class.
I’ve been m*********** since 4.
Jesus does not like me. Ask him yourself.
I e been doomed since day one like everyone else except Im...

i wanna become a stage actress so bad but i feel like everything in my life is keeping me away from this dream, and it hurts so much because i feel like theater is the only reason i’m even alive today.

To the person who hates Christians. We love you and there is nothing you can do to stop it. Same with Jesus. Get it out of your system and then come to Jesus.

I’m an INFJ and my partner overwhelms and drains me. She loves me so much which gives me purpose and she is a wonderful person but I’m starting to feel that I need to leave for myself to start healing. I feel like I’m held hostage by my own empathy...

I was groomed by an adult man, and sometimes I miss him. sometimes I find myself attracted to people who remind me of him. it makes me really upset because what he did to me has made it hard to even have crushes on somebody. I met somebody new thankfully...

I didn’t want to let my coworker into my life since the day I first met him. He eventually did and he ended up making me so happy. It’s been 3 weeks since he ghosted Me. He promised he wouldn’t hurt Me. I should be use to being used like...

She’s gone.
My closest thing I had to a mother who I could trust. The good days, the bad days, the rants, the tears with each other, the hugs, the support. It’s all gone.
I should have seen it coming, it’s my fault. I should have been with...

yay for the 19329312th time in my life im a f****** failure

i really do like you but you haven’t said anything to me recently. i felt adored by you and it’s drifting away. i would and could see us together in the end. i absolutely adore and love you. I hope we can start talking again. Love, M. To Andrew

Youre always on my mind. Always. no matter how much I try to forget and distract myself youre always there. Its unhealthy.

I got over you once a few years back I’ll probably have to get over you again sooner or later

hey, I’m the trans girl, I’m actually crying rn you seem really cool thank you so much!!! I wanna be friends but idk how that would work here, thank you so much your amazing!

To the trans girl that didn’t feel loved under this category, I am so glad that you are here and you are alive. Being transgender, especially right now is so f****** hard, and you are still here, and I’m grateful for you. Thank you for existing. Please don’t give up...

I am addicted to car crash videos. Some one drives two fast and then they loose control and then they kill everybody. Maybe I could die that way. If I had the guts to step on the gas.

Nobody’s dream girl is a trans one, I think that’s what hurts the most.

I like this boy in my PE class and feel jealous when anyone other than me talks to him. He’s not the best or anything, I like him for who he is! He’s funny, cute, and all of the above but I don’t want to ask him out or anything....

How can people stand by and do nothing when they watch a peer be bullied. This is the reality I faced for many years. If I wasn’t being purposely shoved by others walking in the hallways, I was being shoved into the wall. Sometimes people would even openly laugh at...

I have 3 amputations. So the damn shoes better be worth it. I don’t know what to do . I try to keep my head above water. But im drowning.

I can’t function when nervous , I can’t think or work . I make my fears catastrophic. I m really worried about tomorrow. I wish i didn’t freak out .

I wish I could calm my mind when nervous or scared about things . I worry, tomorrow I have to possibly drive in snow to good year tire, with a tire pressure light on . And then pay near to 1000 dollars for 4 new tires , I m poor...

I quit drinking and doing drugs just over a year ago. And every day is a struggle. The reason I used to do drugs wasn’t for the enjoyment, but to dampen the voice in my head telling me to kill myself every single f****** day.

Now its been an entire...