I am ready to leave this planet sooner and sooner with every day that goes by. A miserable, hopeless existence, with my best years spent being abused, beaten and tormented. I have nothing left to look forward to except my last f****** breath. I am useless. My only regret is...

Look I’m not the type to talk and rant but I’ve never felt like killing my self until my parents are so overly protective and strict it seriously kills me. I WISH A HAD A NORMAL LIFE WHERE I WAS NOT TRAPED my parents always make me feel nothing but...

I was having with a guy I was seeing for a few months. We had previously talked about a*** s** and I told him I have never done that and don’t want to.
When we were having s** he tried doing a*** and I told him no and to...

I recently left a job where it seems the majority of people were running around behind may back saying I was gay and god only knows what else. I encountered it a little at face value, but played it off. I didn’t leave *because* of this, but I should have...

My mom is 42 and was 16 when I was born. My mom stayed in France with a family that had a son at her age. He’s my dad.

My mom married my step-dad after I when I was little and they were married for 10 years. I have...

Feel like harming myself or ending it all.

i am in love with o.s and its killing me
i literally don’t wanna ruin our friendship its so good atm
but theres a small chance he might feel the same way
we play fight and i always get him monster
we laugh and send notes...

Few months back I was living in burning hell, so much toxic environment and hatred from people around me, people shouting through walls, and all around me in office and home…just f****** my a**. But now it’s so much peace which I always desired. I was not set for winning...

Me: Neither job nor girl

Others: Both girl and job

I don’t want to go on anymore. Knowing you don’t love me anymore kills me. I would lie in bed and cry all day then finally my doctor gave me some medicine so I could at least function enough to go back to work. But what’s the point. What’s the...

My cat had to be euthanized today. He was in pain, couldn’t move, eat, drink and defecated himself. Because of COVID I wasn’t able to be with him when the vet administrated the drug, this kills me because he hated the vets, I wasn’t there for him, he died with...

I’m so tired. Everything hurts. Nothing feels good anymore. It all feels forced. It’s all too heavy. I never thought I would be in this place again, but here I am. I feel like a failure. Like I’ve backslid. Like I don’t deserve to get better if I’m just going...

The wasted time.

Will I ever find someone? 🙁

Why do I wait for him. I spend all day on my days off prepping for him, and he comes home, doesn’t say anything, sometimes doesn’t even want to eat with me, won’t talk to me or ask how my day went unless I initiate, groans at anything I ask...

Why my life is not aligned with my thought process. I imagine something else and get just opposite of it . Other people work hard and succeed. I work hard and get abuses or something even opposite. Obviously I am not riding in a boat sailing with wind. Anyway, now...

aigoooo!!! i think i messed up everything! i should’nt have said all my worst feelings to herr… i was rude…but those were my true feelings and i was having them for months and i was hurting insidee so i just wanted to spit out everything to her so that it...

Good evening my friends and freaks, the CORVALLUS podcast premieres Xmas Eve, harkening my birthday, For I Am The Lord!

I binged on a box of butter crisp cookies and my calorie total for today is 1400, I have been doing so good and now I think I don’t have anorexia because I binged and I’m going to get fat

you wrecked my education and career and then you throw a tantrum because I can’t afford to give you all you want mom. you only got yourself to blame that you were so jealous.

I am so envious of people who have nice big clean houses and partners, and kids, and jobs. I have none of those things. Never have and never will.

I want to kill myself. Life is s*** and I am tired of dealing with it.

We agreed it was just an affair and s**. You weren’t supposed to fall in love. I’m not a lesbian. We both have husbands and kids. It was fun but now you’re scaring me.

I need somebody to use me and take advantage of me and just f*** me tbh

I want to bash my skull in , all I ever thinking about is brutally killing myself
I’m literally the most selfish burden giving person I know and even tho the 2 people in my life won’t admit it , its pretty clear they feel the same
My...

I wish I wasn’t so afraid to die. Certainly death is much better than life.

Keep on f****** me and them expect to see me bounce back while others get master treatment

just finished a comfort anime. all i feel is pain and emptiness.

I swear to God I’m this f****** close to killing myself

i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry...

f*** you ben

I see the light

I tried to kill myself because of you and I don’t regret trying. Sometimes I wish I had been successful because I would kill anyone that hurts you, and I hurt you, I just couldn’t kill myself properly. Next time, I’ll be sure whoever hurts you dies, immediately. There won’t...

I’d kill myself if I wasn’t so afraid to die.

TW: I’m afraid my eating disorder is coming back. No one knows about it, it’s hard because I’ve always been known as a foodie to outsiders. I love the taste of food but every mouthful makes me think of the weight I’m going to gain. I managed to kick...

Feeling dead inside.

In her small little p****. I have an unusually fat 10 inch c*** and love f****** little girls.

dear g i wish you would come back

I’m doing absolutely horrible in school. I’m most likely going to commit suicide in a few days.

Sometimes I miss my last relationship…..it was toxic af..