Why do I wait for him. I spend all day on my days off prepping for him, and he comes home, doesn’t say anything, sometimes doesn’t even want to eat with me, won’t talk to me or ask how my day went unless I initiate, groans at anything I ask him to do.. Fine I know you’re tired, you can rest and clam up a bit.. I won’t even bother mentioning to him how i’ve been waiting for him so we can spend time together. So we can just hang out, talk eat, chill, whatever. But he doesn’t want to deal with it. He’d rather work on his car or motorcycle, rather play games on his own, rather text his friends than chat with me. I mean,, I guess. You can do your own thing that’s cool too. But what am I even waiting around for you for. So you can take what I give you, take me for granted, and then ignore me. Baby I practically live for you, I always have you in mind and I always think of what is best for us. Not just me, but us! And i’m getting tired too.. I know you won’t ever ask,, so I may never tell you before it’s too late. But i’m tired too baby. I wish you’d show me that I matter to you. I know you’re not the showy type.. but I need some kind of positive feedback every so often. As much as you and I say we love each other, I can’t play this role forever. . . I honestly can’t even remember one time that he has asked how I was doing.