Im still managing to not check up on them. It’s been just over 24 hours without a relapse. I’m so tempted to take a peak, but if she really wants me to know or see something, it’s on her to reach out. I made a goodbye playlist for closure. From...

I told a friend of mine that i cut myself again and it took me a lot to come forward and do so only for him to completely ignore it and make me feel even more unwanted after he was the reason that i did it in the first place....

I wish I could just go to sleep & never wake up.

I didn’t believe it the first hundred or so times I read it. It made sense but it wasn’t personal. Now I can’t un-see it.

How boring was today? No riots, no burning buildings…. nothing. 😔

I absolutely hate playing with my friends.

watching happy couples in love makes me feel embarrassed I never will find that with how my life went

It’s always my best friend thats noticed. “Oh Morgan! Come look at this!”. What about me? I thought I was your friend. I’ve known you the same amount of time she has. Why isn’t it ever about me. I know I sound conceded, but I am constantly ignored. I have...

me and my bsf of two years kinda hooked up two times (we kinda knew we liked eo) and than we decided to be in relationship but that didnt work out bc he said he wasnt ready but he was sure for about his feelings and than we had huge...

I can only hope that it will die out in time.

idk man it feels like i’m always trying to be better for other people and it takes so much energy,, everything feels performative and so when other people don’t try for me i feel almost angry and super upset bc like,, i do my best for you. why don’t you...

F****** monkeys playing their s*** like public space is their club. CAN’T have some peace and that is why I want to leave this s*** place. Reggaeton and Salsa. Worst music genres. Can’t they understand nobody needs to listen to their s*** music?? ADVICE, keep it to yourself! Shut up...

Madarchod bhosdi wali haramin

Kass main us haramin se Jyada kaamiyab hota madarchodi apni aukat mein rehti

When I look at my face in the mirror with grey beard I feel so downhearted. I am not afraid of getting old but I am afraid of being a looser having unfulfilled dreams. I started sending message to a girl when my beard didn’t even grow and today it...

I am just saving my a** this is what I am not good at. I am giving my best as I usually do because it gives me happiness. My motivation comes from within because of my desire to excel that made me do MBA and switch companies.

I alternate being wanting to harm myself & wanting to take my life.

Soon I’m going to have been crying and moping over my ex boyfriend longer than we’ve actually been in a relationship. f***

Microwave

Soon I’m going to have been crying and moping over my ex girlfriend longer than we’ve actually been in a relationship. f***

Ive pleaded for my life more times then I’ve been happy this past year

Just destroy everything instantly ! All of God’s creations are flawed , he/she did not want any of us to be near perfect ! If He had loved all of His creations , He would not have allowed suffering to exist in this universe at all !

I sometimes feel like I’m not anyone’s first choice for anything.

i want to be able to cry out like i used to but now that im older, people around me seem to look down on that. so when i cry, i cry silently and it feels suffocating. i wish there was a place where i could cry my lungs out...

All these ex-military and police were at the capitol riots are now being exposed. this goes to show the difference between foot soldiers and real leaders..
sit down take orders you’re not running things.

I regret ghosting you, I really do. I was so scared of rejection that would rather run away than face what you had to say. But your birthday is coming up soon, so Happy birthday Kyung. I’m sorry and I miss you.

im starting to believe that nobody will ever fall in love with me. I cant do anything to change who i am. I am ugly and thats that.

I want you to myself and I know it’s something that I will never have.

I’m gonna beat you to a bloody pulp with my two bare hands. No one will be able to recognize your face when I’m done mangling your face with my fists. I promise that you will have nightmares for the rest of your life. And when the cops come to...

my dad used to yell at me in the same incoherent tone as the people who stormed the Capitol. OCD is behind it either way. I wish my dad were alive so I could ghost that fucker

I want him to come back online, it’s hurting me to the point where I get anxiety. I don’t know if he’s cheating, I may sound clingy but coming from a person who over thinks too much, I’m basically just hurting myself. By making fake a** scenarios and believing it....

I hurt those around me even though I don’t mean to harm them, it is not my true intent to hurt. I am unhappy and I don’t deserve people who give a s*** about me, and I mindlessly hurt them without meaning to. Maybe I feel I deserve to be...

You’re hurting and I know there’s nothing I can do or say to help you… I feel so f****** helpless when I can’t be your release 😣

Another day of being alive & wishing I wasn’t.

I wish I had the guts to jump off my balcony.

You are idiot! I am not following any template and my response will purely depend on the context – it can be long and short. I don’t know why you don’t like me. You are crazy.

I used to ride uber from the rail cause it was 2-3 dollars cheaper than a taxi. then the taxi went up now an uber is significantly more expensive than the 18 dollar taxi.

So I’m done with uber. lyft is next.

There is no point in confessing whether I am hated or liked it’s my destiny.

Nor I was Akshay Kumar that you are so much interested in my history

Jai Mata Di!

Please correct your overthinking brain for me because you are going crazy while I am right and perfect!

Jai Mata Di🙏

I lick mens assholes!

I want to disappear or die, I’m trapped unable to do things for myself/unable to leave the abusive situation I’m in and there’s no plausible way out. I don’t want to do this anymore.