i tried to say goodbye permanently to the only man i've truly loved last week. i was spiritually guided not to. we reconnected thursday. he stopped

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i tried to say goodbye permanently to the only man i’ve truly loved last week. i was spiritually guided not to. we reconnected thursday. he stopped responding again friday. but he’s active on socials. and i’ve been getting severely triggered ever since. i had a full blown panic-attack-mixed-with-meltdown today, violent shaking and hyperventilation and muttering “i can’t”, i think maybe as both a stress and trauma response… unfollowed him, deleted all my info, shut off my phone. …i don’t know if i made the wrong decision. i don’t want to feel this response towards him, i want to feel the warmth and love i felt last thursday, and last february… i’m isolating h*******. plsdonotcomment.

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