I love the feeling of the cockroaches and flies biting my a** and making my skin bleed in bed as they walk over me all the time. its the only affection I get.

princess bea is ugly and so is her man and baby. no I don’t wanna be a friend of yours. with a ugly p*** dad like yours. I’ll wouldn’t want to hold anything of my body against you. but go away.

i was s******* coerced as a child by my own brother. and years later i was s******* coerced by my ex girlfriend. my ex girlfriend also tried to kill herself and sent me a picture of her wrist, and she often sent me photos of her self harm.
the...

I was sick and nobody knows nobody knowssss

I just woke up at 2 pm on a sunday. It is Day 4 of my recovery. I will be better. My record is 3 weeks, but I very rarely make it more than 3 days. If I succeed in abstaining from stalking, harassment, and non-consenting debauchery for 1 month,...

Anniversary is coming . Oct 29th , hell night . Perhaps the truth is I’m a little bit in pain , I honestly hate this time of year , I might be a little bit crazy , but it’s my way of survival and it helps me deal with memories...

I am so lonely and sad. So alone. My heart hurts.

I’m a 22 year old girl, never dated anyone, boys whom I liked never liked me back, I don’t haven anyone whom I can call a friend, people only talk to me if they need something from me, after I help them, they ignore me until they need something again,...

I want someone to truly appreciate me for the first time in my life.

I am a 74 y.o. man and married and I made a mess of my whole life. I could blame ADD or Aspergers but I am not sure I actually had either of them. My whole life I was a liar and a slacker. I was admitted to good schools...

my parents split about two weeks ago. my father phones a woman every night, and last night i heard him on call, bathing. my heart breaks for my mother.

what the f*** am i doing? im not getting anywhere with anyone. it s****. life is goddamn drag these past few yrs. When will things get better? I NEED THEM TO!!

Why am I so f****** useless? Why do I feel so worthless, so f****** weak?
Every thing I do is just a pity f****** attempt at proving I’m better than I’m actually am. Why is it so f****** hard to get a compliment THAT ISN’T A JOKE OR OUT...

wondering if I should report this fraud of this hotel to an international fraud investigation or not. I have tried to communicare with them in 1 weeks and like s*** f****** me around.

I’ve been abused a large portion of my life. Dealing with mental health issues, suffering a lot, and dealing with being abandoned by family members. Anyway a suddenly new and tragic event has somehow occurred randomly again. Well many. I was molested by my father and abandoned by family as...

I f****** hate you, Mike. I hope your wife finds out about your s***** escapades with her daughter. You know what you told me that you did with Allison, you lowlife m***********. I hope she takes every f****** thing you have. I regret ever f****** meeting you. I hate you....

i wish someone was able to love me. ive suffered from severe bpd a lot of my life. i am very aware im a bad person and i wish i could change. i just want someone to love me. im alone in real life, my family has given up and...

dang, i caught my dad cheating with my mom. My mom knows nothing and I can’t teel her because i am afraid for the possible outcome. The mistress knows that my dad has a family. It hurts the s*** out of me knowing i don’t have the strength to even...

Die of a stroke you old b******.

what did i do to deserve this unhappiness, loneliness, cruelty?

I am going to kill myself if things don’t get better soon.

I think my adoptive mother is going to retire after this latest stressor.

its friday. im alone and struggling again..same as last friday.

i still love him. i tell everyone i dont but it pains me so much to see him move on, i was sure he hadn’t yet its so obvious. i just want him, i love him so much.

everytime I see my grandmother on my fathers side she always says that she wants to die that she has no reason left to live and hurts like a b****.

first time i disassociated was at a restaurant, my family was actually happy and was having a good time until i suddenly felt like i was not real and i kept on looking around like i was crazy and i started crying. worst night of my life. i was gonna...

he truamatized me because he was an alcoholic and he was drunk around christmas and new years and he hugged me and I still wasn’t really used to touch I was fresh out of the sticky sock place. Plus he was crying.

Nenade, moje telo i dalje vristi za tvojim, za tvojim dodirom, seksom, mazenjem, ljubljenjem, iako si govno od coveka i posle svega verovatno zelis da me zadavis. Ne znam sta je rezultat mog postupka ali Bog mi je svedok da zasluzujes 10 puta gore. Mrzim sto mi toliko treba da...

my uncle recently died and he accidently traumatized me and I can’t deal with touch very well so when he died I didn’t want anybody touching but obviously everybody went agaisnt and just agitated me and made me cry even harder.

I worry about the future. When he’s released from prison. I worry about my family . What if he wants revenge. I’m scared of him. He stole a gun . He tried to burn out his ex, arson. I’m really worried. I can’t help but worry sometimes .

I’ve been thinking of killing myself these past couple of days. Maybe jumpinh off a bridge onto a freeway or overdosing.

I can’t handle it anymore. I have no job, no skill, I’m failing at uni because I’ve been an emotional wreck these past few months.

I don’t know what...

It seems like verybody is having s** right now but me. I need to get laid…

Hi. I normally seek out these sort of websites to unload the desires or feelings I can’t exactly express anywhere else or to anyone. I’ve long realized that I am unique in my way of thinking so I don’t bother trying to open up to people who won’t understand me.

After all this time I fell in love hard and head over heels with the woman of my dreams … only to find out that she hates … oh no no no … she DESPISES men … and she didn’t even let me talk to her or explain anything she...

I have always felt that , wow, if a guy knew all there is know about me , good and bad I think no man would like me, which must be why I am so alone still. have I been too forgiving for too long to others but not myself?...

I wonder how it’d feel to not be afraid of death. God knows I think of it often enough.

I tried to kill myself when I was 13, and I don’t know how I can move past it.

I’m on week 3 of no p***/no fap. Just started. The moments that tempt me are SO tempting. The urge to pull up even text-based tools like AI chat-bots is amazing.

Do I really plan on living like this going forward?

When I used to cut with my father’s scissors for nails I remember researching why someone cut. I didn´t really understand why I had the odd compulsion to slice my skin open, and I knew it was not normal or healthy. It was before I found my mother’s book on...

I don’t like n******