I miscarried in an arbys bathroom late last year at 16, still not sure why and i was too scared to go to a hospital/planned Parenthood. my bf at the time joked about after only a week.

Everytime I try to speak and explain how I feel, my mind always gets blank and my throat seems like it has something stuck in it

Hello, you probably have forgotten about me, but that’s okay, haha. I hope all of you are alive and well. Sorry if i ever did anything wrong to any of you. I wont ever know what drives you to.. not message me anymore ig? It hurts but, c’est la vie...

to Melissa and kadie who abused me, I hope you die

I see myself killing people who hurt me or watched and enjoyed me getting hurt.I want them gone from the surface of the earth never to hurt anybody again.I wonder was this how serial killers were born.Totally innocent at the beginning,hurt by the people whom they trusted and turned into...

I’ve always been a sucker for romance. Never really had it myself though. I had my first boyfriend senior year of high school. After we graduated he took me on a small trip with his family to his grandparents house. It was there he raped me and told me ‘it...

i can’t feel anything, i can’t do anything about it, why am i so careless? i’m gonna end up hurting my boyfriend emotionally, i don’t want to hurt him, i might as well just go away and never go back

Fart Hammer

Hace 7 meses rompi la relación con mi mejor amigo, y todavia sigo sin superarlo por favr que este dolor y culpa e vayan rapido

My mom forgot my cat on the patio and left the house. When I came home, he was nowhere to be found. She better not find a way to blame me for this or confront me for being angry with her. She’s treated me way worse for a lot less....

If i dont leave this town soon im going to kill myself

I wish i would have committed already

I miss you chlo

It would definitely be worth it to kill myself. If only I had the guts 🤷🏻‍♀️.

All dressed up, looking good, feeling good about myselfm, no where to go, no one to go with. I really am trying. Another sad lonely day and night.

Grow the f*** up already. Nobody gives a flying f*** about that dirty a** b****.

I want to die. I’m a relatively smart guy, handsome, charming, but I can’t get over this want for death. I want everything to end, everything is gray, life is work and I have no energy for it. I’ve been this way since I can remember, I’ve attempted suicide twice....

Do you want to know what you did to me? I genuinely fell in love with you. I know it sounds stupid, but it did and I was stupid. One day everything is good another day I’m standing in front of you, you saying “Just like that.” I left that...

Eh, I’m getting bored and impatient again. Plus my tendonitis is running wild on both of my hands. I hope you enjoy the s*** I made for you. I’m gonna go back to living my life like you’re never coming back until you get my attention. Not trying to spiral...

i have no idea if this can help me,but i don’t care,i just want to share my feelings. lately everything went downhill since i moved schools. in my first one i barely had any friends, that’s why i decided to move. everything started perfectly,i got new friends,even a gf (i...

I MISS YOU VANILLA ICE & DENNIS RODMAN! Reminiscing on the days white sperm would fill my mouth and shut me the f- up, while b********* would fill my pulsing backsnatch. I MISS your tiny unfaithful p**** SEAN! OMG nothing like the rank stench of our ITALIAN CREAM PIE! Now...

I don’t have access to a toilet, I peed in a red solo cup last night and this morning but this morning it filled and like I felt it on my skin it was cold and gross and I know it’s gross I was doing that in the first place...

the early morning hours, the most depressing lonely part of the day for me. the hopelessness is unbearable

I have been so depressed lately. I break down into tears at least twice a day. I feel lonely and unloved. I do not have anyone in my life that makes me feel safe for me to share my thought. I wish I had close family that supported me. I...

I spend most of my days wishing I didn’t exist. Tied to wanting to take my own life.

I want to be a father but it’s scary to imagine raising children In the hallowed out future the last 80 or so years of humanity left for everyone. And now my dumbass generation is burning down the rainforest and turning our planet into Venus as a side effect of...

The modern world is such a joke. People have to work s***** jobs that robots could do to make money because we as a species have decided that theres no free rides and our worth is Tied to a line of code in a bank computer and some f****** paper....

I know I need to move on from alot in my life…people, experiences, routines, but I cant let certain things go. It has taken a heavy toll on me these past few years. Im striving for that next chapter in life but im struggling immensely to get there.

prefaceeeeee: i am a boy
ok so in my english class this boy sits in front of the teachers desk. personally, i try to make eye contact with the teacher so that they know that i’m paying attention, so it’s a little hard to do that when someone is...

Dear Mom,
Here’s the thing. I could have been very depressed. Due to the neglect inflicted on me when I was young, I was depressed at a very young age. But that was swept under the rug. When my dad died, I asked for help—swept under the rug. Sought...

My wife is simply stunning. She’s a curvy, 5’7″ 135 lbs brunette with light blue eyes, 34DD breasts, small waist, and a big b*** that is perfectly shaped. You’d never guess she’s 42 or has 3 kids. She looks to be about 30. Last Valentines she decided to go with...

I tried to kill myself and I regret that I didn’t succeed.

shopping addiction to make up for all the things that I lack like a quality pretty person. buy things and afraid to use them and fear of them running out. like/ nice kind does not cut it anymore.

I dont know what to do anymore about my relationship, things have gotten so bad I honestly pray for either him or me to die because I cant’t do this anymore. I grew up watching my mother in an abusive relationship and I always thought I was so much better...

Im laying in bed thinking about you and I know youre not doing the same right now about me. And the pain that brings to me is unimimaginable.
– me too

Every day I wake up with a constant wanting to just paint the walls red, my family thinks I’ve gotten past those thought/s, my friends have no idea besides when they see me drink heavily like really heavy. I drink daily to keep moving on week days and on weekends...

every day in my life makes me question my worth, whenever i finally start feeling happy, whenever i find someone who makes me feel worthy, who makes me enthusiastic, a few days later, they start texting me passive. at this point of my life i’m just scared if anyone really...

I have this crush on a celebrity and yesterday I’ve seen they did something … not extremely bad, but definitely /not good/. Something that’s bad for the environment and also comes across as kinda money hungry and cheap. And I feel so ashamed and childish for having idealized them –...

I was molested as a child, it’s more frustrating because I can’t really remember it but I know it happened which is why I want to touch cchildren and molest them and f*** them and f*** witb their heads and torture thema nd hurt them and abuse them and hit...

I wake up at 3am and think about how screwed my life is. I don’t get how my brain doesn’t know that this isn’t helpful. If I got a good night’s sleep I would have the energy to do something about solving the problems in my personal life. But no,...