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I want to die. I’m a relatively smart guy, handsome, charming, but I can’t get over this want for death. I want everything to end, everything is gray, life is work and I have no energy for it. I’ve been this way since I can remember, I’ve attempted suicide twice. I feel as if I have no emotions most of the time, not even sadness anymore, it’s just nothingness. I can’t tell anyone this, my fiancé would be devastated, but I need to let someone, anyone know. I hope I get cancer and whisp away, leaving behind only good memories, but knowing my luck I won’t.

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