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Only if you knew the truth behind everything.

It’s been 5 or 6 years since we broke up. I loved you so much, but your parents and relatives were my biggest problem at that time. It reached the point where I had to let you go because I didn’t have the strength to fight for you anymore.

If you only knew the words they threw at me. I was scared, but I also wanted to respect them because they are your family. So I made a plan to let you go and get a girlfriend immediately, hoping that you would move on from me and forget about me. After we broke up, you even created new accounts just to talk and communicate with me, even though I had already blocked you.

I know why you thought I cheated on you. Someone told you that I did, but that’s not true. It’s up to you if you believe me or not.

When I said, “Dalawa jowa ko,” that was the time your parents were sending me messages again, so I had to fake it. I had to pretend, even to my friends and your friends, that I had already moved on.

But I really, really loved you.

I know you’re in a relationship now, and I respect that. But do you remember the two times we met again? I know you felt something too, because I did. I really felt something. My feelings came back.

But I don’t want anyone to get hurt, and I don’t want to interfere with your relationship. As much as I want to be selfish, I also want to be mature about it. So I’ll just let things happen naturally until our paths collide again.

I love you.

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Yep, like the Shrikebats of Dromedon.
How’d you beat them?
I’m trying to remember.
There were an awful lot of casualties that day. Oh, yeah. We inverted polarities!
*CRASHES*

Autobot Kup

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5 years

We wont really get in relationship thing. dont we

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5 years

I feel so disrespected all the time and beneath everyone. Even when people are nice to me I feel like theyre not being honest or theyre looking down on me. I cant shake this feeling and its making me very sad and bitter.

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5 years

my mom thought i was a home wrecker and accused me of cheating when she saw the pictures. i had no f****** clue and now i knew why you never told me who you were dating. f*** you for just leaving me when i told you i was being abused....

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5 years

Please response to my messages. I really need you. You were right. I understood my mistake.

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5 years

Why do you expect nobody to be upset or angry at you for hurting them when they gave all they had and it wasn’t enough? Why do you expect people to suddenly be happy for you when you’ve destroyed lives by your actions? You don’t deserve the peace you think...

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Reply FOR: “I’m an introvert CEO who spent 10 years in China.”

Sorry to hear that you had to return to France. There is a lot of turmoil there. Yet the French continue to vote for the Rothschild candidates and the turmoil they bring.

Perhaps you could get a...

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5 years

Dear Bubble, because if you see this, you deserve to know, but I’m too terrified to say it to you.

I’m scared.
I’m scared that my heart has been sealed for so long that I’ll fall out of love as quickly as I fell in out of habit.

I...

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I just want to have s**. I’m so goddamm tired of your depression c*** block. F*** man. I’m doing everything I can think of

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I was assaulted and now they are bragging about it. They are s*** shameing/bullying me. Funny to say the bullying thing because I hate that word. 2 of them, different experiences, same friend group. I heard them purposfully talking s*** about me where I could hear them. Idk how to...

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5 years

Exhausted

The mud clings to my boots, dragging me deeper within.

Taking a step is a battle.

I feel the suction pulling the shoes from my feet.

This isn’t a poem. That’s too much of an honor.

This is nothing, nothing compared to the mud that sticks to my skin.

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5 years

I wish I could be more true to myself. My chest feels so tight when I hear peoples laughter. I don’t know why. My mom. I hate her. He goes out with other man, while my father was sick. He has a catheter and goiter yet she just show her...

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Boys are s*** shaming me. STFU. I CAN TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU SUCKED A F******** AND KISSING BUT I DIDN’T. I though treat people you want to be treated was the way to go but I did. I never called a man or woman a s*** but I still get...

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I’m an introvert CEO who spent 10 years in China. Now because of corona I had to go back France (my home country) and basically left everything behind.
I have fewer friends now and too introverted to make new ones.
I had to leave my GF behind. (I...

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5 years

I wish our interactions these past few months meant as much to you as they do to me.

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5 years

text me bubu. I miss you. so much. you were so good to me baby. why did you have to ruin it like that? rudy, i think of you all the time, everyday to this day. ahhhh.. can we just pretend nothing happened and move on and talk everyday, every...

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5 years

I’m in love with my bestie. He already has a partner but I still can’t help but think that we would be such a good couple. We understand each other so well. It brings me physical pain not to say anything because I know his partner and his partner is...

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5 years

i need to talk to you please.

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5 years

please talk to me. please. i am missing you

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5 years

pls put ur barking dogs inside. ticks are out.

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5 years

I am missing you.do you even think of me?

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5 years

You wouldn’t think it or know it if u knew me, I’m a s** addict.

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5 years

Don’t like my dad. Honestly wish he was dead.

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5 years

Today is my ex husband’s birthday. I am so glad I don’t have to deal with his pampered a** anymore. Every man I know born in March is a f****** a******.

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5 years

Let us offer up our prayers tonight for the Ukrainian people, their soldiers and the Russian people and their soldiers. Dear Lord, please bring the war to and end and please exalt the Righteous Soldiers and innocent civilians who have died and give comfort to those who are wounded. Please...

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When I was younger I wanted to lose my voice because I hated the idea of annoying people. I truly believed that if I couldn’t speak I would somehow be a better person. Theres also times like right now where I get really sad and feel like all my friends...

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5 years

I believe that my mother does not actually care for me. I chose to take care of my health rather than go to college. She cares more about the fact that im skipping college than the fact that I am suffering physically and mentally. I truly believe that I am...

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5 years

And here I was thinking I had finally gotten through to you. I thought there was some sort of closure, if nothing else. I finally had a taste of relief and happiness. I was finally letting go. I should’ve known it was too good to be true. I’m destined to...

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5 years

Everyone in my life is getting amazing news and moving on with their lives – huge payrises, a new baby, accepted onto a degree programme, a house purchase, exploring the world. I’m everyone’s conduit for their great news even though I’ve told them I’m in the darkest place I’ve been...

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5 years

2nd “work from home” nextdoor Front porch light stays on all night

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I wish I never had friends or family. I rather be alone for the rest of my life. I rather not care about others or fall in love I think I could live with that. I would never have to worry about them, they would never worry about me. So...

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5 years

I know b****** you will be frustrated when you will find me more capable than your imagination about me of being a******.

You remain in my a** and keep locking my s***…son of b******…

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Oh the awkwardness of having to let your w**** be the one to take your birthday trip with because your OWN children hate your f****** guts and nobody at home will want to do anything for you.

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5 years

It s**** to not have any family want to put any effort into my birthday because they can’t stand the person I’m with. It’s very lonely to not be able to have a big family dinner or get together with all of my children and grandchildren or have someone make...

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That’s why I’m drinking hard and crying about Biden. Can’t even sleep at night I just get in my fat ugly wife unit an drive down every alley till I find d***.

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5 years

What age did Oregon natives learn many volcanos are there?

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5 years

maybe, maybe one day, the justice will be served.

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5 years

I imagine you lying face to face with me every night. I dont think it will ever happen sadly.

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5 years

I feel alone in life. There’s been no one ever to make me feel like I’ve been heard or understood or even seen. I’m scared that when I find someone that I want to share the rest of my life with it won’t feel like sharing just more like isolated....

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5 years

Oh well. I tried.

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5 years

Message follows:

Alpha
November
Foxtrot
7
2
2
5
Lima
Quebec
Delta

we have launched the nuclear weapons. You have 35 minutes to live.

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