I’m only ever acquaintances with anyone I know, because I’m terrible at interacting with people. These acquaintances have been dying lately, and everyone shares so many moments they’ve shared, so many memories.
But I can’t create those. I want to be liked by people, and I know that’s selfish, but when I die, I won’t have anyone who will share any impact I made in their lives. I once wanted to be forgotten, but I’m afraid I’m getting my wish.