I can’t deal with that right now!
Ultra Magnus
I will rip out your optics!
Lord Megatron
Feeling guilty about spanking my daughter
I wrote a few days ago about never being comforted by the people who I love and who claim to love me. like most confessions I make here, I often start to reevaluate after I hit submit and will eventually begin to feel more level headed about whatever dramatic confession of emotion I decided to spew. this is not one of those times. I had a procedure today- invasive and painful. i knew it wasn’t going to be comfortable, but then afterwards I got bad news from the results. yeah, as I suspected for a long time, I’ve got cancer in me. pre-cancer, anyway. but the doctor let me know today that considering how young I am and other aspects of my history, I shouldn’t have these huge pre-cancerous growths in me. and I mean huge. how often do you have a doctor look at you and go “wow, that was the largest polyp I’ve ever seen in a 24 year old.” anyway… after this, my boyfriend of 6 years drove me to our house, almost completely all in silence. go inside, no real words spoken. nothing to say about it. any of it. just flops onto the couch and tells me he has a headache. makes me make him food and tuck him into our bed because he ALWAYS flops onto the couch when we get home, and then proceeds to complain about how uncomfortable it is to sleep on it and how sore he is. he at least tells me he loves me, I suppose, but nothing else. I say “I love you more”, like I frequently do, which is supposed to prompt a “No you don’t”, and a short reason as to why HE loves ME more. this time, he just says nothing nothing. nothing nothing nothing. now I get to go upstairs, cook myself a meal after being asked not to eat for 3 days, and then sit alone in my living room with only my thoughts. these f****** thoughts. why do I never get to be the baby. why do I never get to be the one tucked. why do I never get to be the one who gets their back scratched and their hair played with until they sleep. why do I never get asked if I’m okay. it’s like I was open with a disease that makes it so that whenever I’m upset, or hurting, or crying, I give off a noxious gas that makes everybody sick. I hate it here.
I just wanna die I’ve been thinking of suicide but it’s scary and I don’t want to die this way but everything is just so f****** awful I rly wanna just die and leave it all here I’m so tired of everything
when I was 10 a boy had molest me, first first I used to doesn’t understand that should I tell about this or not, so I didn’t tell then day by day he start doing more, then after some months he had s** with me, and now I am 11yrs,...
It s**** so bad going through the motions. I wish I wasnt so f****** STUCK right now.
I told you multiple times not to go on about politics with me, but you did, annoyed me again and again, then left me no choice. Goodbye
I miss when life was kind . I just miss it . I miss my friend that died 3 years ago. I miss my crazy bf. He ignores me now. Rarely calls . we just have grown apart.
I need to snap out of this depressive state. I feel horrible. I just want to feel happy now. I miss it .
I m suffering from severe depression. I just am .
I hate being needy . I just wish I honestly knew what happened. What did I do wrong ?
I lost everything. I lost everyone I loved . I feel very unwanted and alone.
I did something wrong ..but no one tells me. They just ignore and ostracized me. I feel very unwanted.
My bf ignores me.
How did they transport Elephant eggs 2 each USA state? Elephants can’t smash 2 eat from trunk.
I feel like i was s******* assaulted, but i just don’t know.
I did something to her that makes her ghost me. I love her so much to my core. I know she doesn’t, and never will feel the same, and it’s not like she should, but I wish we could be close enough to be great friends. I can honestly say...
say my name three times and I’ll appear with my backsnatch greazed & sleazed for you
CORVALLUS! CORVALLUS! CORVALLUS!
Say it backwards and I disappear into your r*****
I tried to kill myself this past week. I feel like maybe it wasn’t a full attempt but I think I kind of overdosed last night so maybe that filled in the gaps. I tried to bleed out and I don’t know how I managed to f*** it up. No...
how did Colorado get stocked. Carried through state lines??? And the devices…?
IM SAD
Things need to get better. Things have to get better. Ill check the f*** out of this world if life gets any worse.
you broke my heart so many times M. I really do care for you. but f*** it, I just can’t get you out of my mind. I will, eventually.
I have a friend who doesn’t want an intense relationship.
12 years in bed. Not the hpv (non-wart) making short-circuit no 40hour energy..
it’s fake for Colorado. problems within own geno, holding from needy
i need something to ease this pain. It runs deep.
i need to break up with him. but he’s been through so much and he loves me too much. i’m just bored and burnt out. i don’t feel like he respects me enough either. i don’t know what to do. i need help.
lold “pull from your government”, Zelensky. Find your own Source like Biden even in debt (over $31T)
I’m still feeling hurt that you were ripped out of my life Victoria. It wasn’t my choice but it was a choice I had to make. You and I were not meant to be together, even though we were obviously soul mates. You were the female version of me Victoria,...
I am tired of my life. No one consider my feeling. I am tired of my family. They control my life. I am tired of everything. I want to have a peaceful, caring, thoughtful and a mother that can understand me. I hope in my next life I will be...
Zelensky 2 young. Elder Biden found 2T* past negative 31T debt.
I feel like dying sometimes coz the stress exerted on me in just my 10th grade is too much to handle.
I am worried I will never find love. I am 20 and haven’t even had my first kiss yet. Everyone around me is dating while I was never liked by anyone. I don’t know what I will do if this goes for longer
I should have gone and gotten stitches.
I’m happy cheering you from afar, love. Always and forever.
My mental health is at an all time low. Im in total denial most of the time about how bad it really is but late at night when im faced with just myself and my thoughts it really hits me .
The tragedy is that you are not even treating me well for being old also
You are just looking for excuses to make me a looser
I dream of moving to Europe and USA
Because I am way too sharp in my thoughts and my mind is filled with the training and experience I have over the years
It’s very difficult for an ordinary brain in the world can influence me anyway
Please please show interest in me like i do you. Ask my name. Ask me how i am. Ask about my day. Please. its killing me that you dont care at least a little bit.
The game
I lost the game
Quite like poker, you never know who’s really winning and who’s losing it’s just a petty back and forth filled with lies and silly little torments
And really is anyone a winner or loser? I mean the “winner” is just the person who stuck...
How do I get over someone before they break my heart?
I need to end this fantasy before it ends me. You dont like me like I like you. You dont care about me like I care about you. Your not like me. I need to get that in my head.