I’m so f****** h**** all the time. It’s so distracting to be constantly thinking about how I want this one guy to f*** me in every way possible. Frustrating because I don’t even have the guts to talk to him let alone tell him how attracted I am to him. I just UGH. I constantly imagine myself finally building up the courage to talk to him and telling him I like his hair, and him just outright rejecting me and telling me I’m a creep. Holy s*** I’m laughable. Honestly I just wish everyone had a touch of the ‘tism so I wouldn’t feel inferior all the time.