TW- SA

I was s******* assaulted multiple times over the span of 7 months and I didn’t truly realize the extent until now. It makes me hate him for what he did. How horribly he manipulated me into doing things and how he took advantage of my innocence and naivety. He took advantage of the hard time I was going through and knew if he could beat me down small enough, he could get anything from me. Thinking about it makes me feel shameful although I know it was not my fault. I hate him for plaguing me with all these hurtful feelings.