I just want to drive out or some s*** but I cant. All this noise is filling me and I have absolutely no one to talk and now I’m on this site I’m not even sure will keep my secrets safe. I wanna scream and yell and whatever in an...

I was raped by the janitor at my elementary school. The staff covered it up, coerced my parents into not saying anything, and my memory and emotional state was fucked up for over a decade. I remember flashes of it, body memories, and it tortures me at random times.

A little kid who wets herself.

I feel like a little kid.

I couldn’t help it. I really needed to go.

I just sat here and wet myself like a little child.

I just had a little accident in my pants and I feel really childish.

the loss of you hasnt hit me yet, im sure it will in a few weeks though.

this is turning out to be a very very sad sad summer.

もう話せないとか嫌だ
日常（仕事）にくたびれながら、年をとればとるほどに。
結局、自分の機嫌は自分でとるしかないんだよなあと思う。

I performed for an audience of thousands yesterday, and recieved so many compliments and accolades. They don’t know I’m homeless and have 5 dollars to my name. The joy and adrenaline are gone and I’m back to wishing I were gone. Just wish I could tell people I need help

i guess i didnt mean as much to u as u meant to me. i wish u had given me some kind of warning that you were going to leave.

this is the first time ive seen a person in MONTHS and i was so awkward and stuttering and weird. At least I cleaned my room. At least it only lasted a couple of days. Okay, breathe, let it go. that was anxiety inducing because you hadn’t seen a white...

i selected the wrong category. resubmitting. i have memories of being straight. i was 7 years old and i had a crush on a cute boy in my class. by 15 he became a pimply, ugly, scrawny teenager. his younger bro has down syndrome so we all pitied him but...

you really hurt me

all this f****** time and u didnt even ask my f***** name

I wish I had broken it off earlier. I guess this is a punishment for choosing to ignore red flags when they were in front of you.
Anyways, wont repeat same mistakes again.

I hope this loss isnt forever. but i feel like i jinxed my worst fear coming true. This may be it sadly

“dont cry because its over smile because it happened.” i really really wish i could right now

crying over another guy. im getting too old for this

my best friend started dating my ex that he knows I still have feelings for. how nice, right?

Heartbroken. I knew this was coming I just wish it could’ve lasted a little longer

2 weeks….its been. I miss you

I’m lost.  No direction.  Trying to get through the day.  Every day.  It’s as though it’s all over and now I’m just fading away.
  Where is that light that once burned so bright? It’s been too many years now feeling this way.  Yet somehow there’s still this tiny...

covid s**** a**. while it doesn’t feel any more serious than a regular cold (for now) it does exacerbate my depression and anxiety. i want to kill myself in my room in quarantine but i don’t want to die in this s***** country. and i can’t do this to my...

I guess it’s finally over…..

F***** crushed…

I feel so weird about this. It’s unreal. I haven’t ever quite had these emotions. These dreams…

I don’t know if I’m right or if I’m just wishing and dreaming to keep my bored and pained heart burning a little bit.

I feel sick . my tummy hurts

Feel like killing myself yet again.

the p******** who groomed me 10 yrs ago is now a popular artist on twitter and they draw lolicon… i don’t know how how to feel about that.

i wish my issues didn’t hurt the people that are closest to me.
it’s hard to open up, even on the internet, when the ppl i trust most with those feelings are more often overwhelmed than not. nobody likes to hear their friend say they want to hurt themselves....

i miss you. despite the hurt.

you said “communication is the key to everything” yet that’s the very thing you avoid. i believed all the promises you made until that thing happened. you broke my heart.

my family are a bunch of born losers. energy sucking evil abusive scumbags. im trying so hard to get far away from them but failing

im going to have a nervous breakdown tonight. i know it.

im sorry i would never be good enough

It hurts to think that our friendship means so little to you.

Didn’t tell anyone IRL I got Covid. Because no one cares if I live or die.
As for online, what they care about is why I hate Elon Musk. They care about some stranger hating Elon Musk. They want to win in a debate defending Elon Musk.

I broke up with my ex fiance (5 years) and father to my 3yr old (currently pregnant with our second) because my fiance fell in love with someone else. I am broke and my car has a transmission issue so right now it wont even start. Im stuck living with...