I used to be terrorized . I had such trouble with being touched . still do. Wish I was normal .

I also waa molested , raped when young . I think I cant recall a time I didn’t know what s** was. I knew it was something to be ashamed of. I hid my s********. I hid my terror from intimacy.

I was raped when I was younger. And in my mind I always thought it was normal to have that i********** until I grew up. I didn’t realize it wasn’t normal for a child to be doing that.

i hate wasted time. wasted years. Makes me so depressed. you cant get it back.

i lack so much in my life. I cant pretend this is an okay way to live my life anymore. Its not. it saddens me. it scares me.

im just sad. plainly. like my mom frustrates me to the point where imma have a f****** meltdown, is more secretive than i am with her, doesn’t really support me wich is just f****** great cause that means i have to wait for someone or have someone on the f******...

i despise myself to the point where i don’t believe i deserve life
all i can think about is ways of hurting myself because in my mind, i’m a disgrace to humanity
i promised to stop cutting
and i feel like a traitor for even thinking about...

My husband loves me but he doesn’t like me. Ive never loved anyone but him and i don’t think he has ever loved anyone but me but i know i bring him regret in marrying me

a person can only suffer for so long. things are terrible

i need to numb this pain. its becoming too much to deal with. i dont want to feel any of this anymore

I’m obsessed with him but he just keeps on ignoring me he doesn’t even pick my calls anymore and that s*** makes me crazy af, I am always desperately trying to get his attention and I say that I won’t call again but I always end up calling again and...

im constantly wondering where u went. i hope i dont spend the rest of my life searching for that closure…..

I’m 14 and I still wet myself like a little kid.

I am 32 year old male.
Have been through 2 relationships where I’ve got hurt. 0qst one my fiancée left for her best friend, they’ve got married and live happily ever after. I tried to move on, dated another girl and fell head over in love with her, she...

i fantasize about u being in these arms floating in a pool with me. itll never happen. the longing will follow me to my grave. ill never get that love story i crave so badly.

My dad makes me feel stupid. I know it’s unintentional but it still hurts. I’ve always been a sensitive person. A slight raise in voice is enough to make me cry. I’m now crying. I never want to speak around him or anyone in fear of sound stupid and getting...

I can’t wait for my folks to leave for their vacation

so that I can break down and cry without anyone noticing

im suicidal about 85% of the time now.

we had a good thing going and it fell apart because of u. i feel sadder than i ever have right now.

i was s******* assaulted by my god sister when i was 10 or younger tbh i can’t remember how old i was but i was young. she asked me to play mother and daughter with me and i thought i was funny at first we would just walk around her...

My parents mentally, physically and s******* abused me throughout my lifetime. My mom would beat me with my fathers cowboy belt if she saw me making new friends at school. I was not allowed to have friends. Dad would tell me to go to the library or go home. My...

i’ve never been enough my entire life; a theme that has reoccurred so much in my life i just can’t help but believe it.

everyone romantically involved or intimately involved with me leaves eventually. why hasn’t anything worked out for me?

the idea of belonging to someone is becoming...

Diamond Dallas Page raped me at Simons in Gainesville in 1999

How do you kill yourself if you’re also so scared to do it?

i love you but i want to disappear so i can stop hurting you
So you can stop hurting me too and maybe then you’ll be free to do what makes you the happiest because i cant seem to do it for you.
How do i just kill...

My partner is a gambler and sometimes I wish I will just die

Stop forcing me to do it with you anymore

Ekspecially

i miss u angel

Re x4: i hate my sister

You know, “cult-y” was the reaction I expected, and that’s with good reason; strangers on the internet aren’t often trustworthy, and offers like this have the signature of every sketchy person who ever roamed these digital lands, written all over it. I assure you...

re re re: the tree man

there is a lot more to it than just leaving it behind, both mentally and physically. mentally, i live in the past. i dream of the past every night, im such an emotional being, even if i did up and go, i know this...

Re: RE: i hate my sister…

Assuming you’re still the person I responded to earlier, I do understand what you want and what you feel. If you want to start anew, then why not? Leave your s*** life behind; you have absolutely nothing to lose if so. You hate everyone...

RE: i hate my sister

yes i am canadian, i dont want to specify where but im right in the middle south.

Almost 3 weeks…I miss u so much. I know u dont care at all about me. Thats what makes me so f****** heartbroken.

i feel so out of it right now. s*** just keeps coming up and i dont know how to deal with all these problems. I feel like checking out and starting fresh. This life has got sad and stagnant. the time is flying by and i fear ill never do...

Reply to: i hate my sister. shes the only family member in my life who replies to my texts, and is sober…

What a shame that people in the world are brought up to live only what you feel; pain, depression, and endless tristial confusion. Now tell me first, what...

i hate my sister. shes the only family member in my life who replies to my texts, and is sober. ive always kind of hated her. she got adopted while i was put into foster care. she used to subtly brag about it too. s*** hurts. especially when shes the...

F*** you too, Dapuffster. If life s**** that bad, then maybe you should just end yours so that others don’t have to deal with you purposefully bringing people down whenever you feel like s***.

Obstacles are piling up. Hopelessness is growing. I want a way out

I am so physically ill right now. I’m in pain and sick and I told my family this and did they care to help? No. I told them I was gonna take some medicine and they only said I should take a different kind (that we don’t have at the...