i hate my sister. shes the only family member in my life who replies to my texts, and is sober. ive always kind of hated her. she got adopted while i was put into foster care. she used to subtly brag about it too. s*** hurts. especially when shes the only one left(aside from my s***** dad) i live alone in this province(equivalent to a state) literally no blood relatives within hundreds of kilometres. i dont know. my life s****. nothing was ever handed to me. i got the below the bare minimum for a positive upbringing. if any parents are reading this , please go hug your child and tell them you love them. one hug can make a huge difference. i wish i had a parent to hug. im twenty years old now and i need a hug and some guidance more than EVER. im becoming depressed and i hate it and its so hard to fight. i just want to cut everybody off of my life and curl up into a ball and just f****** rot. im bawling my f****** eyes, opening up to strangers who probably wont read this because theres nobody else i can turn to. im so scared for my wellbeing. i wish i was raised like my sister. she was brought up properly with loving parents, she has it all. and here i am, baby sister, life crumbling around me.