I mean, yeah, I get tired of lots of things. In fact, almost everything in this life that has ever brought me joy? I’m bored of it. In this case though, you’re dealing with obsessive compulsive tendencies crossed with adhd hyperfocus, so no. “We don’t get tired, we get even.” I’ll just be bored of everything else until something happens to break me out of this habit. Im always lonely, h****, and angry, and I can’t enjoy anything, so why would I stop trying to get the one person that could make me happy? I’m f****** tired alright, I’m tired of living, but I’m too afraid to die. There’s no drug on earth that could replicate the feeling I’d get if you’d hold me for 10 minutes. I’d probably get goosebumps, break into tears, and melt in your arms. I need you like a junkie needs heroin.
