I really dont like my little brother all that much. I care for him, but only to an extent. I would naturally be very sad if something happened to him because he is after all my brother, but aside from that… I dont know. We dont really have that many good experiences togheter and whenever I’m with him, its all negativity. I do tell him I love him sometimes, but most of those times it’s out of pity or for my benefit. It makes me feel kinda s*****, but when I do look at our relationship, it’s understandable. When I’m Away from him, it’s peaceful. I pretty much never «miss» him. I wish it didnt have to be this way, but it is.
