christians believe you will die and go through the same process as us, whether you believe it or not. there are levels of sins and you will suffer purgatory (catholic belief) according to the levels of sins you lived with, whether they are venial or mortal sins and levels of sins are found in dante’s inferno. yes, it is beautiful in heaven, as every scientifically proven person who has been dead and came back has attested to this. study near death survivors.
**i don’t know if you love someone more if they make you cry more and you have more heartache, or if it means they are simply a bigger s*** than the next guy.
***i haven’t blocked my love on social media, they’ve all been deleted. and i rather don’t care what he’s posting. i have always felt minding our image and conversing with all those ofher people should have been left to him always anyway. he is so good at that. i don’t know why he prefers me to talk with all these couples to find us playmates, maybe to show me off. i’d just as well he do it all so i can focus my energies and kindness on real life strangers who absolutely need my help.