I masturbated repeatedly and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work, clients and otherwise that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me strap-on dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing and p****** and engaged in homosexual relationships with their husbands while they watch and I was anxious worried paranoid I had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained passed judgement against others I was immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious impatient faithless decietful disrespectful lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible procrastinating ungodly self rightous and I had a martyr like attitude and I used profanity