I’ve recently thought about my dog his name was millo a really great puppy one i considered to be my closest I watched him die 3weeks ago now I can’t sleep properly I often think about him I regret one thing that was me walking away from him to get something the last thing he saw was me walking away thinking ive abandoned him im truly broken now I doubt I won’t use my gun to end it im sorry anna if you see this I always love you you’re dear brother will always be looking at you why am I even typing this this is so stupid