I wash down my anti depressants and birth control pill with a cup of wine every night. No, not a glass. A 16 oz dark blue cup. Then I drink the rest of the 1.5L bottle to myself. I start work at 7Am so I stop drinking at 11PM, you know, 8 hours bottle to throttle. Considering I have class until 8:20PM at night, that’s a lot of drinking in a short amount of time. I usually pass out around 11:30PM. Some nights I spend in the bathtub sleeping because I know I drank too much too quickly and I’d wet the bed otherwise. I don’t even enjoy it anymore, I just find myself driving to the store after class and doing it anyway. It’s like a chore and I hate it.
