My name is Jessica and I’m 15 and half years old. I been going out with this senior for awhile and wanted to take things to the next level. He drives a nice mustang and I wanted to try to give him some dome so he don’t leave me for another girl. Problem is I never done such a thing and needed some practice. One day I was in a room and practicing on a hot dog while imagining it was him. A few minutes in and I look up and I see my door cracked open with my 13 year old brother holding his phone up recording me. I panicked and threw the hot dog at him then he ran away. I don’t know whats going to happen next….. what if he shows our mom? Part of me definitely died today and I got so much anxiety I’m feeling majorly depressed. All I wanted to do was be a good girlfriend to a man who treats me so well. My life is so over if he shows that my mom……
