I Think I’m Just Scared Of People Getting Their Hopes Up. I admit it: I’m fat. I’m the fat, funny friend, Not the girlfriend, just the friend, I want to change that. I’m trying to lose weight, and it would be a huge support if I could tell my friends, but I’m petrified of the thought that I can’t lose the weight. There is always that person who says they’re going on a diet and then they break it two seconds later, and I wonder how I’ll be. Plus, how will my friends treat me? If they see me eating the unhealthiest thing, I feel like they’ll get that look in their eyes but they won’t say anything. These are my friends until death, but I just have personal fears that I can’t admit to even them.
