I hate my body, my legs, my thighs, my b****, my stomach, my hips, my b***, my hands, my arms, my eyes, my nose, my lips. I hate myself. I feel so ugly and fat. I try to eat little amounts of food. I am getting addicted to exercising, but most of all I am addicted to seeing the number on the scale go down. I have purged once before, and I am so tempted to do it again every time I eat a meal. I used to self harm in the summer of 2011 by burning myself, but in march I started cutting. I’ve been on and off with cutting and snapping myself with elastics. I have told everyone I stopped, and the last time I did it was in march, but I still do and I want to everyday. I keep getting led on by this guy. He is apathetic and pretty heartless but I think I like him, I don’t know why..ugh..
