Well this is just great… Looks

Well this is just great… Looks like I’m going to spend my 13th birthday wishing I could see her, but not even getting close. She can’t text me because of another birthday party, but I thought I could maybe, just maybe talk to her face to face on FaceTime. My heart has shattered. I’m hurting so much, but I can’t tell anyone, of course. It’s just one day. The day I become a teenager. I’m only putting off my friends party until June for her, no big deal. Now she’s mad at me because I told her I’m fine with it. If I wasn’t, she’d still be mad. I apologized, of course, because I always do that. And she forgave me. Wait, for what?! What the hell did I do?! I’m so confused! You know what, forget it. I’ll never understand it. I’m just a lonely, oversensitive person. I’ll never find love, I’m worthless. Who would dare disagree when they know it’s true? Lying won’t do anything for them, they might as well just agree. Jashin, give me strength for this…

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