Today was sooo embarrassing I just wanna breach down and cry..again..so anyway we where at school and had this thing called “kite day” I did the writing part even though we where supposed to do it together after we wrote it on a big sheet of paper we had to present it to the entire 7th trade my group automatically put it on me to present it because i wrote it when i wasn’t even supposed to so aid said that i didn’t really want to and refused (also I almost fainted in the morning before school and already wasn’t feeling well) so they went and got the teacher and i didn’t even know so she came and started yelling at me in front of my crush!! everything happened in front of him ughhshe was all like IF YOU DONT DO THIS YOUR GROUP WILL GET A 0!! i told her I didn’t feel well but she still made me do it and said that i was just nervous when I wasn’t i honestly didn’t feel good and i like to present so we had a breach to go to a prep cal and all the teachers where asking me questions and stuff like the reading teacher (one who yelled at me) was talking about me to another teacher right in front of my face. I guess during break she told all the teachers. i hate her. so much. I ended up presenting it and all but I was in zoo much pain and was crying like all day may not seem like a big deal but it was terrible!!! Ill never live tis through, worst day of my life.
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not really a guilt or anything i just wanted to let it out..just saying
the whole thing is in taking action and make yourself feel better before shit happens. because if you don’t feel well with yourself you won’t be able to be around cranky ones as the teacher and you won’t be able to hold the space like you were supposed to for your group. I hope this helps! Don’t feel bad hun, tomorrow is a new day 🙂 shine!!