Okay, it’s been two years, I need to let this out. There has been this girl that I’ve fallen deeply in love with, I really think that she is the most beautiful girl to ever live, but I’m just so… unattractive to say the least. I know I could never love her, or even talk to her. My heart races every time I even get near her. About a year ago, we talked for a little bit and I can honestly say that that was probably one of the happiest moments of my life, but just a few months after that we just stopped talking. I don’t know what happened… And every time I do try to talk to her again… she ignores me. I’ve never, ever told anyone that I loved her, so I really just wanted to let it out somewhere. I just wish I had someone, but I know because the person I had to be born as, I will never be to have the girl I love, or anyone at all.
