Ok. I feel terrible. I was in a relationship for 4-5 months, well. A long distance relationship. He’s a state away. We both had mental problems. He has slight depression, but I have depression, paranoia, and I believe I’m developing insanity from my mom. I can’t be sure I’m developing it because crazy people can’t think they’re crazy, but I can’t not think I’m crazy because I do think I’m crazy. Draw that out in some diagram if it helps. I’m also bipolar, which is extremely obvious to anyone. Me and the guy I was dating, we’ll call him Dexter, (It was his favorite show) we had a great relationship. We would text and I kinda met him over Xbox live. I’m a huge gamer btw. We played Xbox together and had extremely fun times. It was kinda funny one time because we had a double date with one of my friends and his girl. He would always get jealous when I hung out with this one guy. We’ll call him Joey, but Joey had liked me for the two years he had known me. Dexter had me in love with him in 2 weeks, Joey had been trying to get me for two years. I broke up with him because i couldn’t handle the distance. Now I’m afraid I hurt him. I don’t wanna start dating again because I have serious feelings for him. But I’m not over 18 so my life is still under rule of my a****** father.
