My anti-depressants make it super hard to fall asleep at night and it’s especially difficult to wake up in the mornings. I wish I had not gotten “help”. It took me three weeks to teach myself to cry again. When I learned, the cries were so much deeper in sorrow, it terrifies me still. My habits have reemerged.
I didn’t think I would be this person. I had hope for getting better. I now feel hopeless.
