I’ve always lived an insanely boring life. Homeschooled since kindergarten. A few years ago(I was about 17) , I began taking classes at homeschool groups and made the first friends I’d ever made in my life. But I began telling lies about whom I was and things I’d experienced. To make myself more interesting. I write things and details down to keep track of it all. To remind myself of “who I am” according to all my friends. I’ve lied about s***** experiences, parties, drugs, ex boyfriends, and even told one friend that my father beat me, which he did, but I exaggerated more than necessary. It’s gotten to the point where I am starting to blur the line between what’s real and what is not. I no longer have to read my lies and notes about them, it feels as if that’s me. But I literally lost myself now and I am legitimately one big lie. My boyfriend of 3 years only knows the “me” that I pretend to be but I seriously love him. He proposed yesterday and I plan on keeping up all of my lies till the day I die with him…. /:
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That was the incorrect use of “whom”.
That’s not healthy
You should tell him. If he loves you he will understand. It will be hard. He will be mad. There is a chance he will be distant for a while and he may possibly do something idiotic. Be pacient with him, he will be slow to understand but if he really loves you, he will understand. But it is important you tell him. Because if you don’t tell him now, it will only get worse. You will slip up. He will find out. The longer you wait, the bigger the lie, the less a chance he will understand. Tell him BEFORE you marry him! Timing is crucial.
I understand why you want to lie. I also understand that you want to continue lying. But marriage is a big deal. You’ll regret it all your life if a good test to see if he truly loves you or not. a goyou believe he won’t care once you come clean, threnthe lieve he won’t care once you come clean, threnthe
I understand why you want to lie. I also understand that you want to continue lying. But marriage is a big deal. You’ll regret it all your life if a good test to see if he truly loves you or not.
I agree with comment number 3! Tell him!
He’ll eventually find out! Your sins will find you out!