I’m always lying about my grades in school. In comparison to everyone else, I feel as if I should be excelling. In reality, even though I’ll spend countless hours studying, I’m still struggling to pass. You praised me for my achievements in high school, so I hate to admit that college is metaphorically kicking my a**.
Maybe I’m doing something wrong, maybe my study habits aren’t good enough, or maybe I’m just not as bright as I’ve convinced myself. All I know is, this needs to f****** change.