I posted something recently about a

I posted something recently about a guy that I slept with a long time ago. And how I hadn’t talked or heard from him at all. Well holy crap. I swear i’m psychic. Every time I talk about something or someone, give it three days tops. That item/event/or person will pop up in my life somehow. And alas! It happened again! In a good way though, thank god.

So I recently posted something about a guy I slept with who is many years older than me and we never spoke after I took off. I don’t know how, and I swear it was not intentional but I saw a picture of him on facebook. I clicked on the name of the person that posted the photo and it’s his girlfriend(possibly wife now)! I didn’t realize it was her until I saw a picture of this young boy standing with the lady. And this boy was smiling so big with his eyes so squinty. “Holy crap” was the first thing that went through my head as I was looking at that boys face. He looks just like his dad. They share the same smile and eyes. He has his moms face shape though, possibly nose too.

Then I click to see more pictures and there he is. Kyochin, standing alone with that stupid sheepish smile on his face and he’s holding a shot glass. Face all pink and eyes barely parted they’re so squinty.

Now i’m just looking at his picture. How weird. I mean, I don’t think I miss him. I’d be happy to see him but also scared as hell. As in, i’d like to see him, say hello, see his reaction, then before anything else like conversation etc, just rewind and disappear again. I don’t really want him to see me, i’d be okay with seeing him though.

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