I needed group hug more than ever tonight. S*** just never goes right, ya know? I’m tired of being singled out. Just SHUT up and LET ME REST IN PEACE… Please. That’s all I want. To rest in peace. Sleep without having to be woken up. Think without having to be interrupted. Eat without having to be self conscious. Breath without having to worry. Live without having to worry. Be without having to worry. That’s all I want. And it’s A PAIN that I can’t even have that. Just let me be.
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Trust me, I know how you feel. Sometimes I want to jump out my window, again. And the last time I died for a few minutes! The secret is to just try to muscle threw ’til the relaxation comes and then do absolutely nothing. If you feel so bad you can’t go on, it’s ok to break down. I know plenty of people who do, but don’t do anything rash. 😉
I am very well acquainted with what you describe. I in a similar fashion as yourself desire true peace, however, in such a world true peace is unrealistic. Thus we do agree to settle with that of a lesser degree yet we don’t achieve it, and when we do, it is temporary. The pain of life is indeed one that one has to live with. It is in my opinion, that it is beneficial to take breaks when we can, to sit or lay in peace, for however long that may be. Whilst the pain of life is indeed obvious, we must not ignore the joys of life; family, friends and other close bonds; happy moments.
you need some great sex!