I lost my virginity to someone I’d only known for 9 days. I had waited 22 years and one night changed everything. It was excruciating,traumatic and I suffered physically for days afterward.I feel ashamed of myself for being so easy and letting what could have been a special experience go to waste. I haven’t told anyone, not even my close friends and family because this isn’t part of my life story I wanted to have.
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Sounds more like you were raped, and the first time is meant to be horrible, mine was. Best try it again with someone else to make sure it was lovemaking and not assault.
I’m sorry you feel this way. I don’t understand why you let someone who only knew you for 9 days take your virginity but you cannot change what happened. All you can do is look forward now and find someone who really cares about you.
T.A.
I understand how you feel. I was a virgin up until I was almost 19 and I ended up having sex with someone that I barely knew at the time, mostly because of peer pressure. I was really upset about it for a long time, but I just learned to accept what happened and learn from the experience. You made a mistake. Nobody’s perfect.