I lied about being molested when I was young so I could have a justification for a suicide attempt. I failed and went to a mental hospital. I also swear, I’ve had oral s** and given it, I’ve viewed p**********, touched myself s*******, and use vulgar language, I lie often about many things. I lied about a near death experience, and I pretend that it changed my life. Though my life has been changed, I wanted a justification. I want to be forgiven by The Lord, but I’m too afraid to confess to the bishop. My life is a lie.
