I had a crush on this guy for few months but he left yesterday to another city. I’m still hoping that he will accept me as I know he had a feelings for me too. I really liked this guy and I know will take some time to forget him.
Ok, Here is my real secret.
I’m married, I have a great job pays me good money, nice car, nice house, and a wonderful husband. I don’t physically and mentally love my husband anymore. I’m not sure if he knows but I’m sure he can sense it.
But I don’t want a divorce because I’m afraid of being alone and I’m actually scared getting divorced. So I’ve been mentally and emotionally cheated on my husband for few years now. Not physically because my relationship always ends before it gets to physical.
So, this guy left and I will throw more bates to see if someone will catch it. Until I find the guy and I can move on, I will be fishing…
Hoping my husband will never find out… Honestly, I’m more desperate for s**…
