I am in my twenties and I have never had the desire to actually have s**. Even guys who were interested in me or guys I found cute, I never did more than kissing. I’m not really a lesbian either and all of my friends think I’m the most innocent person alive. I tell everyone I have no s***** feelings at all and (some) people respect that.
But even though I never want to have s** I’m a perv. I have so many kinks but I only want them to stay in my imagination. I’ve posted e***** fiction and recordings of myself m*********** on a forum… I love knowing when guys get off to me and I’ve probably met more than 100 guys on the internet that came for me on webcam even with just showing my face. SO much sperm has died for me. I secretly wish all of my cute friends would worship my naked body and m********* in front of me all at once but only if they forgot it happened the next day (I know that sounds.. weird). Sometimes I sneak out into the woods at night and strip naked just because it makes my heart rush knowing somebody could catch me. . and once at a hotel I purposely left the curtains open while I walked around my room naked. I got so excited thinking that there were people who could see me. I love m*********** but I never ever ever ever want to lose my virginity and I HATE guys that are pushy.
I’m sorry I lie to my friends but my two sides won’t EVER meet
-An innocent virgin
