I always have this feeling like, i just want him back and experience the joy again but i can also feel the opposite. It’s like I just want to move forward and never look back to the pain he once brought me :'( everyday is difficulty in breathing, painful morning to wake up. I can feel the pain inside me but I actually act like there’s nothing wrong. I always managed to show a big smile to the world like it can inspire other. I was broken but I don’t tell anyone because I don’t want them to be bothered 🙁
-L
