First let me start by saying I’ve been in a lot of fights because I don’t take crap off of people. I have one every fight I’ve been in even with upper class men except one. We got into a fight because this kid in my P.E. class through a ball in my face three times and I got mad and when we got in the locker room he blocked my locker and I shoved him and then some kid that knew his family who was a grade ahead of me got in between me and him and said if he saw me do that again he was gonna kick my a**. So me and him cuss at each other and I just left. The next day I go into the locker room and everyone told me to kick his a** and so I went up to him and said I was going to kick his a** and he said go ahead and do something. At first I was nervous like I always am and hesitated and he said that’s what I though…. and I cut him off mid sentence by grabbing his head and slamming it into a locker then I kicked him in the leg. He tried to grab my leg and flip me once but I staid up on my feet and turned around and punched him in the face then kicked him again and my shoe fell off. He grabbed my leg again and went to flip me and because my shoe was off my sock made me slip and he flipped me onto a bench in there and I fell to the floor and was about to get back up and square up again and he kicked me in the chest. He said do you give up and I said yes because I was surprised and a little scared because that was the first time anyone has ever really broke through my defense and it through me off. Then coach walked in. Here I am three years later in High School having trouble with this kid again and I can’t seem to muster up the courage to kick his a** like I know I can. The funny thing is he was my height then and keep in mind I’m very tall for my age, I’m only 15 and I’m 6’3. He’s actually about 8 inches shorter than me now and I still can’t find the courage to beat him up. I know it’s worth it because ever since then I’ve been really scared of confrontations and standing up for myself has become a nerve racking thing. The other day I stood up for myself and it felt almost like I was gonna pass out because of how anxious I was because of it. I think that this is the upcoming week though that I’m going to get into my last fight and it will be with him. It’s kind of about pride, I want to be able to walk around and hold my head up high because I know that I did what I thought I needed to do because this guy only look’s for trouble and fights for the fun of it. I only get in fight’s to stop people from messing with me and other people. I apologize for how long this is.
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