I don’t have a girlfriend, but I do currently have two regular s***** partners. One of them I’ve known for long time (P1) and the other for the last couple years (P2)

P1 has practically always been there for me when I needed her, but her s***** apatite is so much lower than my own.
P2 has so many of the same interests as me and has roughly the same s***** apatite, but I don’t get to see as often.

They don’t like each other, but I’ve formed a strong emotional bond between both of them. I love them both (I never say it, but they know)

I now have recently met a new s***** interest and this has put a lot of stress on me, but only because it kind of feels like I’m cheating on the other two.

I don’t want to break anyones heart, but I want to be shared. I don’t want to be claimed. At least not for an extended period of time.