I have a humongous crush on our church’s praise and worship leader. I am married and a couple of years older than him. It started when I started having these weird dreams about him. I hadn’t even had a single thought or inkling in his direction until the first dream. In every dream, I am faithful to my husband, but the idea is still there. I had the first dream, and then continued having dreams about him. Then a few months later, I learned his wife was divorcing him. I had the dreams so often and realistically that I began to wonder if it was maybe some omen of somethings to come, then I dismissed the thought when he started dating again, and got pretty serious with the gal. I figured it was just some weird tormenting thought or something. I even stopped having the dreams and didn’t have any more even after their relationship dwindled. I hadn’t had a dream in months and then just last night I had one and it was the most explicit of all and he got further in this dream than I had ever let him before, though I was still asking him to stop, he was able to actually make physical contact. I woke disturbed and wondering again if it was some omen of the future, which would only happen if something unthinkable took place in my life concerning my spouse, whom I love dearly. I can not imagine this guy would even look twice at me because I am not his type at all. And he isn’t my type. He is too white, and all technological junkie yuppyish and I am more drawn to dark skinned men and I am more bohemian hippy type. Plus, my husband is faithfully in love with me so it’s pretty obvious nothing will ever come of it, still, I do wonder…