It has been extremely hard to get over my ex.
he already has a gf and i am still here barely getting better. he claims that he really went through something when we broke up but i know he didn’t, because if he truly did, then why is he okay? why does he have anothet gf so soon? duh because i have always known he’s liked her. I still have his fb password and check it every now and then. he was my first.. i lost my virgnity to him. IM A CHRISTIAN. he kinda pushed me to do it. i really wish i could turn back time and not do it. i am so burdened by this. i know he was bad for me.. after a while i got hooked to p***. i am struggling with it. but i know i will get over it. i almost did drugs. i really dont know what is wrong with me.
i really loved him and because i didnt listen to the people around me, this is where i am. BROKEN and i feel alone. someone. please. i need more friends that are girls and that i can trusyt because i have a lot of guy friends, but they mostly want to be with me, the dont seek friendship. i now declare this huge weight lifted off of me. i am done. i hate that i did this, but i know God has me in his hand. Thank you.