I keep having dreams about my ex boyfriend, every single night I go to sleep. They’re really nice and everything that I had wished we were, and it’s so comforting. But when I wake up it doesn’t hurt, even though he dumped me and we’re still stuck in this same s***** high school. Sometimes I feel like I absolutely have to talk to him but then I look at him and the feeling goes away. We’re starting to talk again a little which is nice, but I don’t think I want to be back with him, we both know that relationship was a lot of stress. But still, these dreams. I feel like I shouldn’t be having them, but if we’re being honest I enjoy them. It’s just awkward because he probably thinks about me too although not to this extent. I don’t really want to be in a relationship with him I like where we’re getting to be which is just being friends. I think I’m going to keep enjoying these dreams while they last I’m not worried. He’s not even the central part most of the time he’s just there and then he goes away. I just feel the need to acknowledge them.
