Only here to admit something that haunts me everyday. Growing up, we moved 2-3 times a year every year including new schools each time and in different

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Only here to admit something that haunts me everyday. Growing up, we moved 2-3 times a year every year including new schools each time and in different states. Needless to say, it affected my education! I was taken from my dad (grew up looking for my face on milk cartons) but I wasn’t kidnapped. I grew up believing that I was kidnapped due to all of the moving and us not being allowed to have friends. My dad has a learning disability, I’m afraid that I have it too. As hard as I try I do not retain new material that I study. I have tried my hardest giving it my all 4 times now to get a GED, I failed like worst than most. I’m great with children, elderly, and seriously nothing else. I went through severe verbal abuse from ages 6-16 from my stepdad. Learned as an adult that he never hated me, he resented that he raised us and paid a lot of money out in child support and he wasn’t able to have his kids live with him. I now have a connection with my birth father, he was physically and s******* abusive with me until my mom took us from him. She didn’t know about that abuse, she just hated him because he was a drunk. He had PTSD that was untreated from being in the war and has since been diagnosed and treated. I’ve never served for our country but I only wish that I could learn, I want my GED and just one chance to reach for a real job that I do have talent in. If you read all of this which I swear is the truth, thanks and please don’t be so quick to judge someone simply because they are uneducated. I get judged left and right over it but I would never wish it on anyone else for its their future and the future is already scary enough.

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F*CK MY LIFE BITTCH
first day of work since Easter, now I’m the goddammm mall Santa for another fuckinn year.
Been at this shitt since 2014 at Promenade mall

Mall Santa Claus FML

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.