I lied to you about everything. I was seeing him for months behind your back. It was easy because he lives in another country.
You comforted me when I was sick. You cooked for me. You bought me gifts. You gave me everything. And I looked past all of that and I have detroyed you. Totally ruined your existence to the point to you want to go and study 3000 miles away.
Me and him won’t work. Of course not. And now it’s too late to even attempt to do anything about anything.
I hate myself. And I love you.
x
