When I was 14 maybe 15 it was in my birth month so idk I was with my cousin she’s a year and a half younger so she was 13. So anyway I had this thought of putting my p**** on her b*** when we were somewhere, so I stood behind her and I’m like 100 percent sure I didn’t do it but lately this has been killing me and I don’t know. I’m not sure if I didn’t do this because I realized this was stupid or because she moved. Either way three years passed and now I can’t get this thought out of my head. At the time I didn’t see her at all and now we are like best friends I feel horrible and I can’t get this out of my head. I feel like apologizing but I’m not sure if I should I feel like I should but idk. Ik that she might hate me but I feel as if I need to apologize regardless of the outcome and I feel really guilty for thinking about this. I have never thought of her like this since I guess it was a one time thing Can someone please help?