I’ll tell you guys a secret. Being abandon as a child by my Father.. plus a few other issues in my life. I discovered that I crave having a father figure. However, The father figure I have now, last 2-3 years, is more like a Daddy… in a Daddy/little relationship.
Though, It’s plutonic I discovered that I love my Daddy in the most purest form of love. He had taught me a lot about myself and also taught me to become a better person. He taught me that it’s okay to be me and that no matter what I do He’ll be there even if he’s away for a long time. He tried to message me at least once a month, even though he’s suffering hardships. However, I get scared to explain our relationship to others.. because we don’t have a romantic relationship, nor that sort of affection for each other. I am actually HAPPY… and I have cried not because I am sad… but because of how content I am with being able to have a Father… like HIM.