I have many sins . I never went to church but I think this is how you start :
Forgive me father for I have sinned . I’ve had relations out of marriage . I don’t know if I love my family the way I should . I have self harmed . I get into fights . I’m rude to my tewachers /people who are older than me . I stole . I’ve smoked . I cuss . I cheat . I hate . I’m dishonest . I hurt others in many ways . I’m horrible to my parents because they don’t see how hjorribnle they are to me . I need help . my life isn’t happy . its sad . depressing . I wouldn’t kill myself but Im starting not to care about things . like school, family, life and friends are the only the only reason I got to school . I’m just trying to get through what we call life but sometimes feel like almost hell . I don’t mean any disrespect I do try . I am happy sometimes but inside I feel trapped like I can’t get out of this house or escaped these people called family . if they died I would kill myself no doubt I can’t live without them . but they push me to the point where I’m not sure if I would care if I moved away from them . I really do love them to death but its hard being with them all 24/7 . I do all these bad things to try to find out who I am . Im not me anymore . and every little thing I do my parents seemed to act like they care but in reality they don’t to me they just don’t want others to see me and reflect their parenting off of me .