I’m horrified that I may have OCD, i’m having violent thoughts a few time a day, i dont want to think them but i do, they dont come from the , heart. Im so scared that I have OCD because Im very strong and intelligent and would easily qualify for infantry and eventually move to the Green Berets. I’ve always struggled with guilt, it used to be i’d think stupid s***** thoughts like I want to F*$& that object, I would feel so guilty i’d have to confess it to my parents or passtor right away. Some times I question my s********, even though deep down I know im straight. I just think about doing horrible things or mean things like destroying my sisters basketball, i know i dont want to but i thought about it, im mostly afraid that I might hurt a family memeber. And that I Do actually have OCD which I hope and pray I don’t. I just ask for you to pray for me to keep my thoughts pure and holy, that I can control them instead of hiding them away